Please accept my koti-koti dandavats unto the dust of your lotus feet. All glories to Gauranga and Vaisnava Sampradaya.

It is again the time to write a Vyasa-puja offering, though it should be done every moment. I find myself insignificant to glorify you, who are unlimitedly glorious. It can't be expressed in thousands words even. I am not so serious, but love for you keeps me plodding along and I pray that all of us may continue with fuller conviction, as you will show us the way back home.

My realization is:

The top most achievement in spiritual life is devotion to the lotus feet of the spiritual master. By his mercy all spiritual aspirations are fulfilled.

Dearest Maharaja, you are a representative of Nityananda Prabhu, who gives us energy and remembrance. I was suffering so much. Not a little but lot! I was getting drifted into intense darkness by maya, when at the right time you woke me up, which shook me violently, made me to realize what I am doing, what is my aim. I humbly confess of making so many offenses. You saved me, showed me the direction, and encouraged me. I am still so far from Krsna, I know that my lack of advancement in Krsna Consciousness cannot be pleasing to you. But still I am not despondent, because I have got you. So I shamelessly beg you now to give me mercy of beating me, pulling me by my hair, which I badly need.

Dearest Maharaja, unless you beat me to shape, how am I going to control my lustful mind. I am nonsense and continue to be. Please kindly do whatever is necessary to make me Krsna Conscious. My own struggling attempts are failing. I am a helpless case. I have so many disqualifications. Still I beg for your causeless mercy. I know that I just have to stick to your lotus feet, you will gradually set all my wrongs right, by your causeless mercy. I pray to Krsna to bless me such attachment.

Dearest Maharaja, you are a reservoir of mercy and kindness. Kindly shower your mercy on this rotten, helpless case and save me. Please save, save me…

Yours servant,
Bh. Rajiv Sharma