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Story # 24 - Montreal 1968, summer time
During our summer stay in Montreal, Srila Prabhupada would often
sit out in front of his Prince Arthur Street apartment in the
afternoon, after his lunch and nap, and visits with (of?) devotees
and guests. In the evenings he would also have guests in his
room; three evenings a week we would go to the temple that was
walking distance from our apartment. Srila Prabhupada and I would
walk three blocks to the temple and Gaurasundara would also join
us sometimes at a leisurely pace, Srila Prabhupada chanting japa
along the way. Often the neighborhood children would taunt us:
"Hari Krsna Hari Krsna Krsna Krsna
" and although
they were obviously teasing and making fun, Srila Prabhupada
would beam at them with his million Dollar smile and say to me:
"Yes, they are saying Krsna. Never mind they are joking.
They are chanting Krsna's names somehow or other". In this
way we would chant japa and continue our short journey to the
temple with the taunting kids in the distance. Srila Prabhupada
was always teaching every step of the way. During his afternoon
and evening visits there were several devotees who came regularly.
One was a young Indian boy named Gopal Krsna who had a great
fondness for Srila Prabhupada over and above the usual Indian
communities' interest. Gopal Krsna would often visit Prabhupada
and when he made his obeisances at the entryway of Prabhupada's
room he would bow down, then hatch his head to the floor again
and again, repeatedly. Obviously it was with the great feeling
of conviction and not a mere formality of bowing down. Then he
would have many detailed talks with Srila Prabhupada. Srila Prabhupada
was training him for preaching work, so they would discuss philosophy
and all points of Vedic culture. Another regular visitor was
Janardana das, a scholarly disciple who had some affiliation
with McGill University. Janardana and Gaurasundara, my husband,
both being scholarly by nature spent much time together and often
went to the McGill University library. In the course of their
research and study they somehow discovered a small booklet sent
by Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakur to McGill University in 1896, the
year of Srila Prabhupada's birth. Srila Prabhupada was delighted
to see the copy of the book and always talked of it thereafter.
The fact that Srila Bhaktivinoda, the father of his beloved guru-maharaja,
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta had paved the way in the West by sending
literature so many years before was a great inspiration to Srila
Prabhupada. He cherished this book and often mentioned it in
his lectures. He exclaimed that this was all part of Lord Krsna's
plan: to spread Lord Caitanya's movement all over the world.
Of course, I could not fully understand the significance of all
this at the time. Yet, Srila Prabhupada felt the book was a most
important discovery and he often marveled that in the very year
of his birth Srila Bhaktivinoda was already laying the foundation
work for Lord Caitanya's mission in North America. On a regular
basis, Janardana was reading Srila Prabhupada's Gita manuscript
and going over the details with Srila Prabhupada when he visited.
Srila Prabhupada had asked him to edit the English translation
and purport so that it was correct and understandable in a scholarly
fashion. He also wanted him to translate the Gita into French
as Janardana was French Canadian and knew French well. He wanted
that a French edition of Bhagavad Gita should be available to
those whose native tongue was French. Almost daily there were
many long discussions and Janardana had many intriguing questions
about Vedic philosophy, astronomy and culture. Often the philosophical
discussions were too detailed for me though I would sit in on
some of them; however I had much work to do; my life was busy
from morning to night with the running of the household, meal
preparation, dictation and typing letters as well as my own japa
and reading, most of which I only had time to do during Srila
Prabhupada's afternoon nap, so I did not listen in to all of
the talks. Srila Prabhupada always had me serving prasadam to
the visiting devotees so that also meant my going in and out
of the room as they arrived. However, I can understand that Janardana
was very important to Srila Prabhupada and he saw him as one
of the principle whips in his preaching movement. Srila Prabhupada
was extremely fond of Janardana and he encouraged him to translate
his Bhagavad Gita into his native French language. Sometimes
Janardana would bring his wife Muna with him to visit Srila Prabhupada.
She obviously had a different relationship with Prabhupada. Rather
than offering obeisances and sit on the floor as did Janardana
and all other guests and devotees, she would sit on the sofa
across from his desk. Her attitude was a challenging one, somewhat
disrespectful and this was a bit unnerving to me as I felt it
my duty to protect Srila Prabhupada from anyone who may be insulting
or disrespectful to him. I tried to befriend Muna and talked
to her about Krsna but she sat down on my altar, which was a
small table and told me flatly: "All I want is that Krsna
gives me plenty of money eternally". I was somewhat taken
aback and certainly unable to relate to her as a potential godsister.
Nevertheless I remained polite but was always somewhat disturbed
by her visits and especially by her attitude toward my beloved
spiritual master. However, Srila Prabhupada was tolerant. He
smiled and charmed, joked and encouraged and tried to inspire
her to work for Krsna along with her husband Janardana. That
was his ongoing mood. Several months later, however, when Srila
Prabhupada was with Gaurasundara and I in Hawaii, he one day
mentioned to me somewhat sadly that Janardana was a very nice
boy but the problem is his wife Muna. He said: "Now she
making him ask for editing my books - how much money for me,
how much money for Muna. She is demanding and she is controlling
him". His voice trailed off and he shook his head from side
to side, obviously saddened by the plight of his disciple Janardana
being under the control of his materialistic wife. Srila Prabhupada
loved him so much that he felt deep concern for his situation.
He never condemned or criticized Janardana. He only thought of
how to help him in serving the Lord. Thank you, Srila Prabhupada
for loving us so much that you see beyond our flaws, our attachments,
our inebriates and think only of how to deliver us to Krsna.
You never slammed the door in our face because of our foolish
attachments, our silly pride or our childish speculations. You
saw us all as Krsna's servants and you tried to polish away the
dirt of forgetfulness from the jewels of our hearts. With your
divine love, your mood was one of encouragement, inspiration,
even cajoling, somehow or other you wanted us to do some service
for Krsna. You used to often say: "Even a little bit of
service to Krsna can save one from the greatest danger".
You said this so frequently that one day I asked you point blank:
"Srila Prabhupada, what is the greatest danger?"
(Incident is told twice!) Srila Prabhupada looked deeply into
my eyes and became very serious and replied: "The greatest
danger is to fall back into the animal species of life and to
continue birth after birth in forgetfulness of krsna. Srila Prabhupada
you tried to give everyone the opportunity for even a little
service to Krsna. You so clearly saw our tiny short lives as
brief excursions in the human form and to assure our future human
birth you wanted to distribute your mercy as much as possible
to everyone in the world. Srila Prabhupada, you changed the course
of this planet's history. Some may see that now but in the future
many will glorify your greatness. Thank you again and again for
guiding me eternally and for always being there in my heart,
and when I call out to you, you always answer me with the greatest
kindness.
Thank you, Srila Prabhupada.
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Story # 25 - Cathedral Visits
During summer in Montreal, Janardana who seemed to have access
to a vehicle would take Srila Prabhupada, Gaurasundara and I
on little excursions to places of interest. Usually, it was just
Janardana, Gaurasundara, Srila Prabhupada and myself and we would
get into the car and go to the places that Janardana knew about
in and around Montreal vicinity. One day, he took us to a huge
cathedral, a beautiful cathedral with towering domes and elaborate
sculptures and paintings. As I walked with Srila Prabhupada through
the huge church the quiet mood of reverence predominated. Stained
glass windows, Stations of the Cross, holy icons and elaborate
paintings surrounded us. It was a beautiful creation by man dedicated
to the worship of the Supreme God. Because I had traveled all
over Europe as a teenager and spent much time marveling the artistic
work of the masters in the cathedrals of Europe I felt very happy
to be there with Srila Prabhupada and eager to hear his opinion
of one of my favorite places. Srila Prabhupada paused and looked
up at the dome ceiling that towered above us, and turned to me
and said: "Yes, this is the worship of Narayana with awe
and reference. This is the mood of reverential worship".
He said it flatly with approval and appreciated the pious efforts
that went into this monument to God. Then we walked along the
sides of the church by the Stations of the Cross, elaborate paintings
that showed Christ carrying the cross and ultimately the crucifixion.
Because I had not been raised Catholic, rather I was raised a
Baptist, I did not really understand the philosophical or religious
meanings of these stations nor did I really understand the various
traditions or religious trappings of the Catholic Church yet
I appreciated the exquisite artwork and the devotion that went
into it. During my own early years of searching for God the old
masters of Europe had been my heroes and spending time in the
European cathedrals had convinced me of God's existence. The
devotion and their work came through to my heart, so I felt very
happy to be walking around a cathedral with Srila Prabhupada
and hearing his point of view on all this phenomena which was
important to me. As we continued we came to the part of the church
where a huge wall was painted with the scene of the crucifixion.
Srila Prabhupada stopped short and said, shaking his head: "This
emphasis on the killing of Christ is not good. It simply stirs
the hatred of the Jews and keeps alive this conflict between
the Christians and the Jews. They should more emphasize the teachings
of Jesus Christ. The teachings are the important thing".
Thank you, Srila Prabhupada for giving me that precious experience
to walk with you in the cathedral. You gave new understanding
and meaning to my long time attraction for churches and cathedrals
and moreover you so quickly penetrated all the religious rituals
and traditions to the heart of the truth. The teachings of Christ
are the important thing, you said. These religious traditions
that develop around various great personalities are often flawed
with the inebriates of man, his likes and dislikes, his preferences
or cultural style. Thus so many branches with different trappings
develop and they often war with one another but the real essence
is the actual teachings. May we always remember that the real
essence is your teachings so clearly expressed in your books
and lectures and darsanas, and may we not forget that the contemporary
socio-religious or political morals are ever-changing but that
we must cling to the essence of your teachings: chant Hare Krsna
and be happy. Thank you, Srila Prabhupada for giving us the truth.
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